Housing Challenge

Postulant,

This is not a requirement, or a directive. Rather, this is a request for
help. Should you like to respond, please do so. Bonus Points on your part.


Currently, as you know, I live in a house with 4 other housemates.
While the house has 5 bedrooms and I have ample room,
the Little One's exercise and newly chosen lifestyle
would be better served in a more private space.

I have been in this shared living situation to save money, of course.
Having completed my undergrad in '99 my monthly student loans
are more than my rent. Therefore I have been limited financially to
live on my own. I don't really mind the company, either.

However, as you know with the training and lifestyle that I wish to pursue
I am re-evaluating my living situation. You see, there's a balance of power
within our household as it is, and some housemates appear to be uncomfortable
with the departure of my formerly acquiescent and accomodating nature.

I am asking for what I want, saying what I feel, and this threatens some.
As you might surmise, now that my force is uncorking itself, it is affecting
those around me.

Therefore I am on the lookout for new digs.
Digs where I can be the Mistress of my space.
Digs where I can play and be serviced without
compromising the feelings or space of others.

Makes sense, doesn't it?

I will be posting this on CL later on, however, it is my Expectation
that an Exemplary Postulant will take it upon himself to help with this
endeavor, as it will affect our rapport directly, and thus grant
greater freedom and flexibility for the Little One to play.

See below, respond if you can assist. Failure to assist will not result
in penalty - however, the Exemplary Postulant will at least try, and will
receive favor, and pleasure, from having eased the mind of the Little One.

Single Asian Female, employed, with controversial proclivities,
seeks housing with the following parameters:

- 1 BD or studio with eat in kitchen
- Bathroom with tub (I like to take long baths)
- DSL/Digi cable-ready
- Furnished with refrigerator and stove
- Ample closet space
- Preferred neighborhoods: Inner Richmond or Sunset, Cole Valley,
9th/Irving area, Haight, Noe Valley
- Near MUNI bus or train line
- Paid utilities (optional, preferred)
- Laundry in unit or building
- Rental range: $600 - $700/month
- I can afford about a $1500 move-in total max. (must include first and last on that one)

I do not:

- smoke cigarettes
- own a car or animal pet
- like walk-up apt. buildings
- want to live near children, large families, or righteous conservative busybodies

I would like a space of my own to live and play without
having to deal with judgements or other people's
wack conservative comfort levels.

I would prefer to move in by August 1st, but no matter when, I must
give 30 days notice at my current residence.

The Little One is longing . . .

I awoke this morning with a profound sense of longing.
Throughout my morning rush, I was selecting a scarf to wear today.
I love scarves. They are wonderful accents to outfits, and can multi-task
for bondage, blindfolding or gagging.

Isn't that lovely? I would love more scarves. My favorite color is red. Of course!

While taking down a scarf I saw my new rawhide whip dangling there, next to the riding crop on my wall.
They all but begged me for use.

I caressed the rawhide, looking into nothingness for a moment's pause from my hurried morning
routine. Wishing I could take all day to play. To test these whips against pliant and yet resisting flesh.
Alas, the moment passed and I had to continue on my way.

There were no seats left on the morning express bus.
I stood, holding on to a metal pole.

In the midst of the crowded aisle, I laid the back of my small hand against the cool metal.
Wistful for a moment that there should be some lovely shackle to affix me to the pole.

Chained and bound, I think of my exemplary Postulant
so neatly and quietly observing me while I read
my toes sometimes reaching from my chair
to nudge him softly

So precious he is, my Postulant.
The sight of him would strike a tender chord in me.
And he sits, patiently, humbly,
Aching for that tenderness.

Aural Indoctrination I

Good Postulant received a message from me today with specific directions on how to aurally indoctrinate himself.
I was going to post my tentative training timeline, but I'm too tired right now.

Where's my fucking massage? I feel as if all I have been doing is shouting into the wind.
Throwing a hot dog down a hallway.

So far, I have not been impressed at all by the efforts (or lack thereof) of postulants to bring a smile to my day.

Postulants take heed

Your treat will arrive in your inboxes later on today. A new assignment, proposed training schedule, and musical playlist will also be posted by late this evening.
Please note the links to the left. Small gifts are always a pleasure. My personal object fetishes include: tiny, tiny seashells, egg-shaped rocks, blank notebooks and journals, houseplants, red items, shoes (6.5), nice pens, hentai manga and of course, fun toys found at Mr. S Leathers and Fetters and corsets.

Oh yeah, corsets pulled tight. I love that feeling of being so snugly encased.

It's late, so good night.

Assignments In!

I have received several completed assignments. This is good.
There are those who did not respond to my requests.
I will assume that those who are interested do not care to please me,
or perhaps they are testing me to gauge how I will mete out punishment.

Interesting, isn't it?

A hard line from the start. I have no time, room or energy for forgiveness.
If I have not received your message, then you will not be receiving further instruction from me.
Consider yourself dismissed. Please do not attempt to contact me further as your email address
has been blocked and your messages will dump directly into my trash.

For the faithful, praise and a treat.
I will be sending you a link via email tomorrow.
This link will have my image as well as some of my writings.
You are a good boy, and I am pleased with your efforts.
You have lifted my spirits today, on a day I felt so bedraggled.

Good night. I shall crawl under my red satin bedspread and be warm tonight.

First Assignment due tonight

Failure to comply results in dismissal.
I'm working on the syllabus - both text based as well as the musical playlist.
It was a long Monday at work and I bought myself a gardenia at lunch.
I don't feel very well today and would love a massage.

My new whips are anxious to be used.