Thursday, April 04, 2002

Yahoo Briefcase Link doesn't work because . . .



As part of their efforts to cut down on free services, public access to free yahoo briefcase accounts has been suspended.
Therefore, if you are paying attention, please email me today to be sent the proposed Slave Indoctrination schedule.
You must have MS Excel to open this document.

Graciously,

the Little One

And so the gleaning continues



A different kind of social Darwinism - the neophytes and pretenders and the merely curious fall away.
It's late again, and I have been working on my Indoctrination Schedule.
For the Postulant who is paying attention,
find my proposed schedule here.

Please look this over and decide what level of time, energy and financial resources you have to continue
with this process. If you feel you will need modifications in terms of time or resources, you may speak freely
and let me know - I can be flexible if I see that your effort and desire is sincere, and that you would like to
work out *some* modified arrangement of this track.

I would like to begin scheduling Meeting Ones next week. See Schedule for further details.

Another thought as I met new people and had dinner this evening at the lovely neighborhood Villa Romana,
across the park and a little ways from where I live:
everyone has a keen point of desire, sensuality, delicious exposed nerves.
Where does that become real for you? Where, when, and under what circumstances
do you feel delicious, sensual, that undulating current of energy
flowing through you - the pulsating vibe, the keening.

Some feel it only on the dance floor.
Perhaps you feel it, that build of tension and repression spilling out onto your skin like satin sheets or warm milk.
I feel it all the time, when I listen to music, dance, brush my hair, sing a song.
While I'm in meetings I let my mind wander.
Lately I have been looking at men differently, thinking about how each man might submit to my physical and mental whip.
Thinking of what their faces might look like when they flinch, when they bite down on their lips to stifle the cries out.
Perhaps it is the feeling of silky women's underwear against your skin that makes you feel thick with vibe.
Perhaps it is when you are on your knees at my feet, blinded and bound, with a ball gag in your mouth,
with me whispering softly into your ear
and the coolness of a metal rod nudging your scrotum.

Interesting. . . .

For further guidance on preferred gifts, please see the left hand nav for LO's little pleasures.

Monday, April 01, 2002

You say you are ready to serve, but what do you mean?


My time and energy is valuable and I am not a commercial Domina.
I must be wary of those who might wish to court my favor because he might think
that a lifestyle Domina who does not see subs as “clients” is a bargain alternative
to seeing pro-Dommes.

I am genuine and generous with my energy and compassion.
I know my worth, and that I am precious, and would be hurt and offended if I were
approached with anything but thoughtfulness, consideration and generosity.

You will be reminded once again that I am not a proDomme
and it is not my responsibility to provide service to you.

I have fantasies and whims and a compassionate and empathetic nature,
and I am looking forward to understanding whether or not we as individuals might
share symbiotic and synergistic moments.

You = sub male.
Me = Dom female.

The taking of power and the submission of will
should be delectable in and of itself.

The resistance between us should never be the hardest battle of wills.
It is the fight against our own will, our own pride, our own resistance
that makes the exchange such a growth experience.

Each small task assigned and completed has that function inherent.

I am aware of the battle within me. I’m sure you hear the static dissonance within you,
your will asserting itself against mine, impatient perhaps, reluctant perhaps, dubious perhaps,
yet unconvinced that you should continue in this endeavor with me.
That response might seem ostensibly natural. But is it natural for you?
What about the instinct to yield? Is it not strong within you?

I’m reconditioning myself, too. We will help each other, if we continue together.
To reinforce that which we are, through our joy and acceptance of one another’s role
and needs.

Do not be impatient to meet me as I will judge the best timing.
You need only to read these words to realize I am sentient and acutely aware
of each plan, each communication, each intention.

You expect me to lead as I am the Domme.
Therefore do not question, and wait patiently upon my word.
Your service and compliance should be assurance to me that you commit
yourself to serving my favor, it should prove to me you are worthy
of my compassion and discipline.

Follow my instructions. Read between the lines. Anticipate my need.
Be bold in your offers of service. While audacity is irritating, initiative is impressive.
Learn the distinction.