. . . :Little One's needs are growing: . . .

My need to punish.
Maybe I'm not a sadist, I always thought.
I know I'm a dominant and a top, not quite a masochist
but a true sadist in the "your screams make me cream my thong" kind of way.

This is going to be sexy now.
So hold on.
Something's coming uncorked
and dammit if the energy in the air isn't palpable.

I suppose it seduces us all, the crack and the whir and the gasp,
but I'm not going to be blase, I'm going to dine out on my naivete
in the sense that i've really discovered how deep is my need

shhh! do you hear that sound?
laughter and low tones echo in the silence
i'm just sitting across the room
my breathing gets shallow too
but I must maintain control

Caught up in heat generated by the synergy
the endorphins and the blush and blood rush
I feel an urge to break a sweat
Part emotional acuity
force of repressed desire
hungry, greedy, hidden needs
exchange
- here.
Releasing upon impact
of leather on flesh.

Breathing in
Breathing out
Together, with measured stroke

Till you peak on your sizzling synapses.
When the blindfold comes off,
your eyes are newborn to the world.

(but you knew that, didn't you?)

. . . :an evening of casual play: . .

A house full of party people. A room in the house. One bed we are all sitting on.
I bring out my crop and spank and caress whatever body is closest.

Some don't mind. Some will not accept it. Some find that they truly like it, esp. when I get
a nice rhythm and snap going. I feel all warm and limber, said one. It's okay to say you like it,
I said. The rawhide strokes feel like lightning spreading. But the crop has a nice satisfying
whack to it, said another.

We are in the room, all of us, maybe 7 or so. We have been up all night.
I am still awake. Face down, ass up, like a centerpiece in the middle of a
bed, thighs split apart. Licks of rawhide between the knees, the thighs.
The thin tip tickles the scrotum. I like how the backside wiggles and flinches.

I pass the crop around. Everyone is spanking each other.
This is wonderful and hilarious.

I'm never a bottom though.
Always the top.